pfft

i just deleted a whole post i wrote. hahahaha. trusting atong rite. ok, i'll re post it but it would probably be just 15% of it. demn.

anyways, i was saying. vote for azam. no azam asked to to write that. wakaka.

it's been too long since we lepak lepak laugh laugh and updating each other. it was a good turned up. i was the lamest as usual. the rest, please come home quick. will definitely repeat.

oh gosh, cepat please start rehearsal, eyes too sleepy to stay awake. mind body soul tired. tired of u? kidding.

ok i'll talk to u soon. otak jam already. lovelove. hughug.

omg oh my god

after 5 weeks of non-stop, all night long kerja kerja, finally got a break over the weekend. not so la actually but it was ok.

yes i know i've lost some weight, but like i said in my earlier earlier post, easy to loose, easy to gain. now i think gaining back la. pls, maintain la. :) i try my best ok people. hehe.

words are not crossing my mind. jam jam. i'll update soon.

lovelove

buduh nya naz

naz ni babi tau. baca blog orang pastu kutuk. ppl make mistakes la weyyyyy.

lu ingat lu perfect ke?

bring it on ah. nak fight? fight aa!!!!!!!!!!

b-boy kang

hi jiji

nazzy atong and ajiji

di kala kebosanan serta kemengantukkan

xx

wow

it's my 150th post. yeehaa!

well, lately i've been sleeping extremely late. please, i need my beauty sleep but then how? i golek golek 2 hours also tak sleep.

i lost 3 kilos. how amazing is that? but trust me, i'll put on soon. haih. can i just be like this please?

it's been 4 weeks since the 1st concert of mystarz lg. got the hang of it. things are going smoother than i thought, yay for all of us.

december is just few hours away. WOW! another year has passed. time do fly like i don't know what. 2009 was a good year. hoping for 2010 to be a better one, insyaallah.

i've regretted a few stuff, but it's a part of growing up and that made me what i am today. looking forward to more.

well, i'm zzzzzz soon. will talk soon.

xoxo, u know i love u.

i can't do this

i've lost my time in posting my blog. this is no good.

i've been working working and working. no weekends, late hours but i'm loving it.

work is tiring, but fun at the same time. i've been happy alhamdulillah.

things are alright. not that bad, not so bad. :)

i shall try post as much as i can. not just for you, for myself too. weeee.

at this very minute, i'm craving for my prosperity burger. please come soon.

i'll talk to u later. love. xx

ish

i'm sorry i abandon you. i didn't mean it, it's just that i didn't have enough time. tipu kan?

anyways, good morning lovelies. tuesday, 1031, 13102009.

i started working! weeeeee. i'm back with primeworks, tv3. how great can that be?

this current post. no idea. sorry. haha. i'll see you soon love.

muah. xoxo

weeee

i think i like it here. but i miss home.

puasa this year alot of cabaran pls. being away isn't easy.

random : whale watching was awesome!

hheellllooooo

hi people!

i know i know, its been like weeks kan. as usual la, sampai je KL, busy bee. errands here and there, up and down. internet connection unstable. how?

life has been ok in KL. not relaxing but i get to see alot of beautiful and handsome familiar faces that makes me smile and laugh. being near the ones i love. gosh. you don't have to ask for more.

at times, i just need time alone. that is when i start thinking about life, past, present and future.

it's pretty blur, but InsyaAllah it will we bright later.

since i got back home, i sempat go Singapore and Johor. Ya ampun, makan aja that trip, NON-STOP. mmg i felt super duper gemuk. but still cute rite? :)

anywho, right now, i'm in Brisbane. ish jalan jeeee kan! i know i tak reti stay home. it's just me that i love to travel. can't stay put that's also me. been here for about 5 days. relaxing i must say. but i'll update the details soon yea?

got to hit the shower.

bye loves.

xx

home

reality. home!

left

officially out of willmore road, out of birmingham.

didnt expect i was going to be that sad. shed tears tho. hadoi.

akan miss amat sgt la, :)

xx

phew

6 months of 86 willmore road.

sad to leave but yeah, its all good.

good times. hardship.

fun. full. happy. joy. sad. wow!

packing - done! 

soon - leave.

miss

xx

haih

life oh life

complicated. confuse. 

depression mode on pls!

life

it's been awhile since i last published a post.

too many things came up. unplanned and planned.

good times. great memories i must say.

but life isn't easy.

ups and downs. likes and dislikes.

pleasing and sacrifices.

sad and down about certain things.

but glad it happened. getting wiser and stronger.

thank you.

xx

prague

happy june people!

am flying off to prague in 10 hours, yay!

45 days to home,

7 months to 2010.

:)

*random - nasi goreng sedap

oh, i had a great time at the park :)

:)))

gosh, i can't remember when was the last time i had so much fun.

it was a good night. good place. good music. it was fun. period.

:))))

ibu

Happy Mothers Day Ma!

Love yang tidak terkata dan tidak terjawab.

A Happy Mothers Day to all mothers too. including you dzu!

dali

9th of may

mark dali's word

ahaks

3 hours journey

i'm in manchester for razorlight and the derby game on sunday

yay!

73 days

it's been 106 days since i got here.

57 days to move out.

73 days to fly back home.

time flies seriously like seriously extremely fast.

boxes arrived this morning and i shall start packing.

i've 'lipat' and put aside all my winter jackets, boots and a few clothes and shoes that i reckon i won't be wearing here.

next would be comforter, pillows, linen, electrical goods.

it's sad to leave but i cant wait to be back.

one word

sad

unappreciated

at times i feel unappreciated

people just take me for granted

it's not easy to be accepted for who you are

but i know what i'm worth

at times you fail to see me stand

but call me when i'm on the ground

it's sad but i know there's a reason to it

it hurts when i'm invisible 

i understand

at the same time, it kills me inside out to swallow it

at the end of the day, it makes me a stronger person to face these challenges

:)

may

happy may everyone!

more than a quarter of the year has past

almost half of the year will pass

time flies like lightning

tough

life is tough

but this is life

people come and go

problems arises

but this is life

be grateful

hope for the best

wake up to a better day

well then again, this is life

kemana tumpahnya kuah kalau tak ke nasi

it's quite a touching day today.

after skyping with the IZZ's kids, mama in, bob and momskie texted me and now im on MSN with papa yum. how great can that be!

to add, mama ji called yesterday and as usual, im always SMS-ing with my dear Mother.

bob and papa yum questioned me about the lost of my phone. but sadly, they think i lost it on purpose just to get a new phone, and yes they for sure wouldn't believe me that i did not do it on purpose - so tak terkejut for their statement!

miss!

miss nya my the IZZ's kids

atong MISS big time!

get it straight

sunlight

i took a breath of fresh air

i saw the sunlight

i felt the wind

i saw people on the street

ccc

Nur Aa says: (5:38:30 AM)

i nak nyanyi

Nur Aa says: (5:38:34 AM)

tp suara i tak sedap

Nur Aa says: (5:38:38 AM)

tp i tak nak jd penyanyi

Nur Aa says: (5:38:53 AM)

i nak jadi penghibur, pelawak, pengacara

cachanisha72 says: (5:40:06 AM)

u r atong

cachanisha72 says: (5:40:10 AM)

u r my clown

cachanisha72 says: (5:40:13 AM)

my artis

cachanisha72 says: (5:40:15 AM)

my mom

cachanisha72 says: (5:40:19 AM)

my everything

haha. funny la me but sweet la cachanisha

xoxo

laziness strikes

it's been 4 full days iv'e not seen the sun nor inhale fresh air.

yes, i've been home!

and the laziness mode is so on.

i've been bathing at 2300 everyday but today i took my shower at 1900.

achievement i must say :)

here sick. so homesick

out of nowhere, i feel sad. no idea why. but i think mainly i feel a little homesick.

i miss papa mama and other family members. i miss my friends too. 

only if ada pintu doraemon. 

indeed of MAS ticket to fly home, but i can't right?

submission is around the corner.

i was so ok. i had a great time during easter. i was happy, still am. just a little down.

i can put a smile without faking it. i feel good. but deep down, i think it's empty.

i'm all emotional now. fish head. 

ok banyak right orang i miss? actually got more but too many la. 

you know who you are.

thank you for your love.

xoxo

azizam's

i miss la this adik beradik otak bergeliga

back to reality

i'm so back from my trip. 

easter break is over and stress mode has begun.

hit my laptop. crash it so as my brains.

sigh!

jkfwu89ufn

now i take phone numbers and write it on a piece of paper

unlucky me

gosh, i lost my phone!

last i remembered i had it with me in a nike store at la ramblas.

i walked out, took a taxi 5 minutes later back to the apartment. next thing i knew, my phone wasn't with me. tried calling, and it rang!

rushed down to find the taxi (of course dah tak da). called the taxi company to lodge a report, gave details and they said they were going to call if ada. but, sigh. tipis harapan.

anyways, i tried calling my phone til 5pm coz i lost it around noon. still ada ring ok! but no answer. but at 8pm it didn't go thru. either someone took it, or my battery mati already. SIGH!

i tak kisah sgt la my phone hilang (ok i tipu, i kisah sbb i don't have money to buy a new phone) but all my contacts, ok tak kisah sgt, but ive got details in thereeee. how?! cuak. 

ergh. 

anddd, mak long was injured. laci fell on the toe. OUCG! biru ok. terjengket she jalan :(

btw, i went tp barceloneta, the beach but of course i tak mandi manda! haha

argh. ok bye.

crassssy

i did mention i'm in barcelona rite?

i went to camp nou to try my luck if there were still tickets for barca vs bayern..

and, ada ok!

so me aiman naz bought the ticket and we got the seats together. i sat behind the goal but unfortunately it wasnt the side when barca scored all 4. sigh. but still, i was there! 

perasaan = crassssyyyyy :)

ill upload photos soon yea?

easter

im on easter break, yay! but not so yay.

officially i have 23 days til my submission date and i am just _% away. (fill in the blanks). haha.

but im enjoying my holidays tho.

baba, bibik, mak long and ong are here. ive never spent my holidays with just them. as usual, being funny and lame. haha. 

* mak long watched slumdog millionaire and said the movie so so good! ong said he watched the whole movie, but he tak faham langsung. haha

* ong tapped his travel card coz he saw baba tapping his oyster. cute

* i have a new favourite word - jurah, courtesy from aiman

manchester - best juga. had a great weekend tho. as usual, im the target to kena buli rite? great hospitality from hse 62, u know who u are. xoxo. haha.

sunday - what a day. dah la i could only sleep at 7 am. kononnya buat kerja but i couldnt get it in my mind pun. F1 - what a race. but still. ferrari? haih. football - last minute goal for mu. well. sigh. knuke gig - it was good. i had fun. but towards the end the gas in my stomach was grong-gronging. so abit the mood down abit but i was ok. then we took a longgg walk to mkn. serious jauh, and was quite sejuk and was extremely hungeerryy. itu mmg jalan also already bengkok la. haha. and then as i stepped in hse 62, i got a box of pil chiketeun (however u spell it) then dalia urut my perut with her cold hands. i prott prott non stop! but thanks to kcix n dalia! perut i ok already after that alhamdulillah.

abuthen i had a train to catch at 0505. sampai je piccadilly st, my train was cancelled. boleh plak? so i took the 0555 instead. rushed to heathrow from euston. haih. serious penat.

anywho, barca is nice. almost great. but it rained today and i think it will probably rain again tmrw. sunshine where are you?

ill update soon :)

oh, thanks to dali, fared, kcix, kimi, dan seangkatan mereka mereka yg telah menyalurkan sumbangan hospitality

not forgetting banks house yg sentiasa menerima i :)

xoxo

sudden death

out of no where, wasn't thinking, wasn't focusing

it hit me that i miss my girlfriends wayyyyy in melbourne

you know who you are

hug pls? 

but i didn't feel it =(