ayam goreng sambal

i am just 3 days away from my last submission and 6 days away from my final exam. gee. scared to death. i'm pushing and stressing myself. common atong, you're going to be done soon. hang in there! i know my back pain is not much of a help but i've put it behind so i can work, study and strive for the best. so unlike me. hehe. but what to do, it's a responsibility. if only i started months or even weeks ago, i wouldn't have to pressure myself now. there's no room for regrets now. but papa always say "it's never too late". but then again, my resolution of not procrastinating didn't actually happened. but i am a better person tho. somehow, experience and past events guided me where i am today and i'll strongly take it as an ikhtibar. i now realize my priorities, focusing on what i should focus on and cutting down my expenditure. lost some weight. which is the far hardest to do so. and yes, i feel great! thanks to my ever-loving papa, mama and you b for always being here for me. pushing, reminding, membel-ling, ya-da ya-da and just being plain u. love sgt pls.

oh! and i saved kiran's feet from his 'slipper yang putus'. thanks seena for fulfilling my gila-ness and karut-ness to buy and send the slipper to kiran. and b, there's another surprise coming to you on your birthday. ahaks! cannot tell and you won't sakit jantung, i promise.

its just days away til june. and that makes it 6 months left to enter 2009. it might sound far but we're through half of 2008 already. gosh. what have i been doing since 2008 came? time flies extremely fast! i learn numerous things. living life, values, love, being strong and the list goes on. episodes are just left behind and i am moving on with my journey and brace for future challenges. that makes me think on the next step i've got to undertake. i've learn from yesterday, live for today and hoping it will be a great tomorrow.

it's a nice day today. 21 degrees, sunshine. finally got my butt up and scrolled down for a walk. not far enough but at least something! i received a letter from the accommodation manager, informing me she was aware that an ambulance came to rescue me on sunday. the letter said if i'm feeling unwell again, i should call the emergency and security as they could assist me. i called her to notify that i received the letter and updated her on my sickness. she was worried! so sweet and efficient aren't they? :)

ira, zul and jijo read my blog. they laughed and said i was cute. wth! which part of being sick and crying my throat out is cute and funny?! haha. now that i'm feeling pretty much better, yes we all can laugh about it. gosh i miss those people in melbourne! and please bring me there to just kiss kiss and hug hug all of them.

at this very moment i am craving for fish & chips. or maybe kueh teow? roti canai at rajus or korean BBQ at bon ga or even kari at nirwana? kiran ate there few days ago. damn! sedap nya! how now? i cooked ayam goreng sambal today which i was strictly not allowed to eat. but pls, miss sgt nasi bungkus ok! i'll live a healthier life tomorrow. i promise. hee hee.

oh no. got to get back to where i stopped. :)

lovelove, aa