sad

sook rong, albert and jonz left for home. yam left last week. now its just me and alin. the flat feels so empty and i feel so lost. its over. and we're never coming back to this flat. they were here for me when times were rough. they would make me laugh and also be by my side when i cry. they were the one who will always knock on my door at 2am to ask if i'm hungry.

when i was walking back to the flat from the bus stop after sending albert, jonz and kening to the airport, that was when my tears started to fall. the fact that i'll be opening the flat door to no one.

sitting at my desk with the fact that albert is not in the next room, it makes me cry. i cried even worse when sook rong and alberts toiletries are all gone. its just too sad. 10 months living together. they were my closest siblings here.

the last text i received, "goodbye mom. take good care and all the best cheers"

i can remember the minute i walked into this flat, albert and sook rong welcomed me.

i could still remember sook rong writing me a cute note and place it under my door.

its still so fresh when i fell, sook rong urut my knee, albert gave me a glass of water, jonz threw my rubbish and jay gave me a muffin.

when i suffered from my backpain, sook rong urut my back and teman me in alberts room.

they would cook and eat together with us.

they always put a smile on their faces when we walked through the hallway.

albert and jonz will always fool around and kacau me.

sook rong will always dance to my ugly singing.

but all is gone now. only memories are left behind.

goodbyes are meant to happen.

sad sad.

i'm so missing them. i had a wonderful time. thanks guys for every little tiny bit.

lovelove, aa